way excited!

so spencer and i are VERY excited to find out what we are having! the 13th (at 1pm) can not come fast enough!!!!! i am very excited, if you can't tell.

but theres one down side..... i have to dring 2 quarts of water 2 hours before the visit and then another quart (or pint or something) half an hour before.AND i can't pee, i have to have a full bladder!! madness!!! how the devil do the expect me to keep in all that pee?!?!? i can hardly keep in a glass of water that i drank 10 min ago!!! and to top it all off....they will be pushing on my stomach/bladder/baby bump with the ultrasound machine. um....i don't know about you, but if someone is pushing on my stomach and i have a full bladder, i will most likely have to run to the bathroom so i don't have a little accident AKA a Leaky (he he he we all named it after our dear friend whos real name shall be untyped.) but anyway....i am scared that im gunna pee all over.

thats about all thats on my mind at the moment....well that and (its about to get way sappy and sad.......).. spencer is leaving to bosie on sunday night (15th). hes going to be starting a job there and i will be staying here so we can make the most money and that i will still have state insurance with washington. it is one of the hardest things that will ever happen. i want to cry all the time, but its only for a little while and its all to help out our future family. one of the hardest reasons about when hes leaving is that hes leaving on our 6 month anniversary (oh and fathers day too). =( but the time apart will only be for about 3 months and he will come home as much as he can. and 3 months being apart is just a minute compared to being with him for eternity. i love spencer so much and i am going to miss being with him all the time, and the fact that hes not going to be here for some of the doctor visits. i really don't want to be apart....not at ALL, but its something that will help our child and help with the college costs we will be facing in january.

anyway i'm sorry i made this all sad at the end. everything will be ok!!!!!!

bored so i wrote this one....

so....spring fest weekend has come to an end. i didn't get to go to the lip sync. the weather was crazy and i kinda didn't feel like going anymore, i liked the feel of being warm and having a bathroom close for the frequent trips. lol. but today i went around town with the family. we went to the side walk sale snd spencer and i pushed kalei around in her stroller. Then we walked to the lake and walked around the booths and the carnival games. a little bit later Lafawndah (my car) got to go to the doctor for new front breaks! shes running very nicely now! now all she need is some plastic surgery and some more internal surgery. anyway, in the afternoon all the girls (my mom, crystal, kalei and i) went to a bridal shower (stephanie butterfield). it was very fun and kalei had a blastafterwards we had a cabob bbq with some corn on the cob.....yum! then we went to the parade!!!. that was very fun.....the floats were all pretty....except moses lakes... ok so heres a question.....junior miss always has a float right in the front right???? well here.....there was a float....but for what i have no idea......there was no junior miss chicks on it and there were some other kids on it.....and then towards the end the junior miss chicks were in a car.......i was very confused....and saddened because all the other floats were 10 times better then the host city's.....anyway, besides the confusion.....and the cold wind picking up at the end and me having to pee right before it started (i think the baby just gripped my bladder and said lets go for a walk, which we were not even close to a bathroom and i had to hold it) ANYWAY.....the parade was pretty good.

well thats it and i know this is probably a boring blog, but eh....i was bored

update....!

so no seeing the baby this time around but we heard the little rascal again! AND we have our first ulta sound in 3 weeks, um i think the 13th (when i'm 20 weeks, i'm about 3 and a half months right now). we are SUPER excited!!! we get to see the baby for the first time and we get to see what it is!!!!!!

thats about it for now. this weekend is SPRING FEST! i am excited! today spencer and i walked around the tents to see whats there, we got some yummy seasoned pretzels and had some good fest food. we went to the carnival part and the carnies of course talked us into playing some games! they sure know how to get your money....anyway, my loving husband tried to win me some stuffed animals but no luck at most of the booths....until the ducky pond! he got me a big blue spotted snake! my hero! LOL. tomorrow is the lip sync and i am so excited!!! but theres one sad thing about it....spencer has to work and he is way mad. he wanted to go so bad! it'll be 3 years since hes gone!!! but i get to go....and i will be tagging along (hopfully) with my friends! that'll be fun!

anyway, until next blog!

Mama Bear

so.....nothing much has been happening. i'm getting a little bit bigger, but not that much. um...i am craving some eggo waffles.....they sound so good, or a sausage mcmuffin.....yum.....i have a mcmuffin maker at home....maybe i need to go get some supplies.... he he he..... well thats about it. i go to the doctor on ...... the 22nd. i think we'll be able to see the baby! maybe maybe not. oh man i just have to say that i'm excited for spring fest! heck yes! oh......and the food........oh i can't wait!!!!!

its alive!!!

lol so today spencer and i went to the doctor today, nothing scary or awkward. well it was a really short visit and everything. It was very exciting though. we got to hear the heartbeat! it was way fun! my baby is doing well! we still haven't seen the little thing! we'll prob get to see it at about 20weeks. maybe less.

well thats about all for now. spencer is out of town for the weekend = ( so that means i'm ready to partay! lol just kidding. but i would like to hang out with someone!

well until next blog

Mama Bear

my second love.... = )

so i am in LOVE with cup-o-noodles and top ramen! YUM! i eat it all the time now. its so good. i love this part of the pregnancy! lol! oh man i think i am going to go make some more ramen!

um.... well our next docs visit is the 25th! i'm kinda excited! we'll prob be able to hear the heart beat! crazy!

so... i have begun to notice that i look huge...and i'm not that far along.....i'm kinda scared cuz my family on BOTH sides has a history of twins! OH CRAP! makes me way freaked out! it would kinda be fun...maybe.....lol.....mixed feelings. LOL

anyway thats all for now! next blog will prob be about the next doc visit!

until then!
Mama Bear

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so nothing much has been going on. sleeping on my side is a pain! i have to sleep on my side now because i used to sleep on my stomach. DAH! worst ever! um.... i haven't....."lost" my breaky lunch or dinner in a couple days... but OH how i've felt like i wanted to. um... thats about it. nothing new, just trying to get by....
so.... i'm not really showing yet... but my stomach sticks out way bad... making it look like i am..... but no... i'm just pleasently plump. its kinda funny to see people look at my stomach and think i'm showing, i just laught to myself and say, nope i'm just fat. lol.....
well this is one pointless blog, but i was bored and wanted to write one. have a good night and until i write again

Mama Bear