My Beautiful Wife

If you dont know my wife Amber, then after reading this I hope you have a better understanding of who she is and why I love her.

Shes Loving. --Sometimes, even when we are fighting (yes, we fight, we arent perfect) i can get her to smile. When she smiles, I know that everything is alright and that she still loves me.
She also loves her family..(i dont know how!! im just kidding...if any of you are reading this, dont kill me!) Her family plays a big role in our lives. We have a neice named Kalei, and she goes crazy when shes in town. all she wants to do is spend time with her.

Shes Funny.-- Have you ever heard Ambers laugh? I crack up just hearing her laugh. she laughs at random moments and smiles at things that sometimes arent funny. when her brother Hums when he eats, Amber just cant stop laughing. Shes also very funny when it comes to the baby. she blames everything on the baby. i could have a plate of food, i get up to go do something, and come back and a bite is gone, "the Fetus ate it" with a smirk. i love that.

Shes Needy.-- Now, some of you are going to say, "needy is not a good thing.." when you love someone soooo much like i love Amber, its good to be needed. Now that shes Prego, shes going to need me more, and you know what? i woudnt want it anyother way.

Shes Perfect.-- Maybe perfect isnt the exact word i should use, but its the closest thing to it. Sure she has her flaws, we all do. but when i look at her, and think of the future, she is perfect FOR ME!! today i was driving down the road and saw and old couple. they both looked senile, but very much in love, and i could totally picture Amber and I in 60 Years.. Amber in her Wheel Chair and me, weak, but pushing her around. i love her so much........

That is why i love her. She is the center of my life, and i dont even want to think of my life with out her.

well

pic #1-my belly. yeah its pretty much just my stomach but i can still say it the baby. lol.

pic #2 me and my stomach....i mean baby.

so this doctors visit went well. we heard the heartbeat again, and such. we have another appointment for next moth to see the baby again and to finally find out what it is!!! hopefully this time the baby will let us see! the appointment is for the 18th, i think. i have to drink about 10,000 gallons of water again! but its all worth it! if the baby hides itself again, spencer and i have decided that we'll wait until its born to see what it is. obviously the baby want us to wait if its does it again! anyway, that about all... oh... SPENCERS HOME! its great! i missed him too much. it wasn't worth all the heartache and the time apart. so spencer is back and we are working on our backup plan. i'll write more about that later when we work out the kinks. well until next blog!

Mama Bear

heres the pic! the top is right side up and the bottom is upsidedown. its better to see when its upside down. isn't it so cute?!?!

its a......

set of twins! just kidding!!!!!!!!!
so.... its still just a fetus for now. we had the ultra sound today and it was amazing. the baby is so cute!!! we saw its little fingers and toes. but the baby was in a weird position so we didn't get the traditional ultrasound pic and we didn't get o see the face. the pic we have is just of a foot, but it is really cute (it will be posted soon).

so heres why we don't know what it is. so our cute little fetus and its modest little self, had its hand between its legs!!!! LOL. it was kinda funny, but kinda sad at the same time, because spencer might not be able to come back for the next ultrasound. = ,( but i'm sure that he can find time off and make it back! he would never miss it!

anyway, thats about all for today. its was very exciting to see its heart beat, and see it kicking around and such. it was very cute!

way excited!

so spencer and i are VERY excited to find out what we are having! the 13th (at 1pm) can not come fast enough!!!!! i am very excited, if you can't tell.

but theres one down side..... i have to dring 2 quarts of water 2 hours before the visit and then another quart (or pint or something) half an hour before.AND i can't pee, i have to have a full bladder!! madness!!! how the devil do the expect me to keep in all that pee?!?!? i can hardly keep in a glass of water that i drank 10 min ago!!! and to top it all off....they will be pushing on my stomach/bladder/baby bump with the ultrasound machine. um....i don't know about you, but if someone is pushing on my stomach and i have a full bladder, i will most likely have to run to the bathroom so i don't have a little accident AKA a Leaky (he he he we all named it after our dear friend whos real name shall be untyped.) but anyway....i am scared that im gunna pee all over.

thats about all thats on my mind at the moment....well that and (its about to get way sappy and sad.......).. spencer is leaving to bosie on sunday night (15th). hes going to be starting a job there and i will be staying here so we can make the most money and that i will still have state insurance with washington. it is one of the hardest things that will ever happen. i want to cry all the time, but its only for a little while and its all to help out our future family. one of the hardest reasons about when hes leaving is that hes leaving on our 6 month anniversary (oh and fathers day too). =( but the time apart will only be for about 3 months and he will come home as much as he can. and 3 months being apart is just a minute compared to being with him for eternity. i love spencer so much and i am going to miss being with him all the time, and the fact that hes not going to be here for some of the doctor visits. i really don't want to be apart....not at ALL, but its something that will help our child and help with the college costs we will be facing in january.

anyway i'm sorry i made this all sad at the end. everything will be ok!!!!!!