black friday boredom blog

so.... since today is black friday, and spencers at work and adys sleeping, i decided to do this little questionaire.... oh and i hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving!


Four, Four, Four, Four...
1) Four places I go to over and over: Walmart, my room, the kitchen, the living room (i don't get out much! lol)
2) Four people who e-mail me (regularly): um...my mom, elder byington,.....thats about it.
3)Four of my favorite places to eat: sushimori!!!!!griffins bakery, the firefly cafe and danas or da pineapple gril.....haven't been in a LONG time!
4) Four places I would rather be: home, london, hawaii, sleeping
5) Four TV shows I watch: CSI:NY, Law and Order CI or SVU, Bones, Amazing Race

oh and i just wanted to say that i went and saw twilight, and well.....i really liked it! i haven't read the books, it just didn't interest me AT ALL and i still prob wont read them....but on wed my sis wanted to do a girls night out, so we went, i wasn't too excited and i didn't want to go, but i went to be nice, and i was very impressed! i love romantic drama movies and this was great! i will so have spencer buy it for me when it comes out, and i will be going to see the next movies that come out, as long as they have the same people in it! it has become one of my favorite movies!

love and pain

well i decided to name this post love and pain....let me explain.......

first i'll start off with pain.....so......birthing hurts so bad and esp since i had one heck of a time and i'm STILL recovering. its frustraiting! i can't ever feel better and i'm always, ALWAYS in pain, even when i'm just sitting here typing this! BUT the pain is so not as bad as the first night. its so getting better, but i just wish it was totally gone. its hard to eat too....don't get me wrong i LOVE food, but i'm on like 5 drugs and i think one of them is making me feel sick sometimes when i eat, but i just go and take a nap and it goes away...maybe its not the drugs and its just lack of sleep. speaking of sleep, i don't really get any at the moment becaue i have to feed the little one all the time, and thats making me bleed and fall apart....... but thats getting better, i won't go into detail, but oh my heck what i'm doing now is way better!

now after i have ranted and raved about the pain part, i'll talk about the love.......i'm afraid i've fallen inlove with another person.....my daughter! its so amazing to be a mom....very hard at times, but i love her so much. i love her even when i have to change her way stinky and way poopy diapers....she even shot poop all over me and i still love her! LOL when she looks at me with her big bright eyes, i just melt. shes so cute and she makes the cutest faces. right now she really doesn't look like me.....kinda, but theres one thing that she took after me.....so i was finishing burping her and she let out the biggest burp i have ever heard...and anyone that knows me knows that i can burp and burp loud! but she outdid me! i'm so proud! LOL j/k...... her cry is even cute (the start of the cry, deff not the hard core cry). shes my little angel. i still can't believe that i'm her mom and shes sealed to me and is going to be with spencer and i forever.

another love of mine is spencer. he has been the biggest support! i can tell he loves adyson so much and hes such a good father to her. when we were in the hospital he was such an amazing husband too. even when i was killing his hand through the contractions! oh man, and my hormones are going crazy and hes been there every step of the way. i think i've cried out of frustration about a million times and spencer has always comforted me and told me that i can do it and i'm strong. its a big help, even though it makes me cry even harder. i don't think i've ever cried this much in my entire life! i sometimes want to give up, but spencer always reminds me that hes here and theres another person here helping me too, and He would never give me something i can't handle. this whole experience has been a roller coaster so far, and i've fallen all over again for spencer. i love him even more then i did when i was the little 14 year old crushing on him and thinking that i'm going to marry him someday! and i love him even more then when we first started dating! i can't even say how much i love him and our little girl! life is amazing!

well thats about all for now! my heart is so full and i have so much to be thankful for!

best picture ever

Heres Queen (King) Adyson.

shes here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Adyson Mayah King was born on Monday at 11:46 PM. She was 7.4 Lbs and 19 inches long! I was in labor for over 17 hours! way sucky. I had 3rd degree rips and so i have a really hard recovery still ahead of me. But Ady is so cute! i love when she sits there and just stares. Becoming a mommy is kinda hard. The sleepless nights combined with all the pain and every hour feeding is really stressful. But just looking into her eyes makes it all worth it. She is so beautiful. I still can't decide on who she looks like. She so has spencers ears (they both have the unique shape to them). She has my hair line where the eyebrows and hair line pretty much meet, sorry ady! lol um.....i think she has my eyes.....they don't have color yet so we'll see. her hair looks brown, but in some lighting its blonde. Anyway, its been a long wait, but Adyson is finally here. LOTS of work, pain and tears of joy and pain, but its going to get better once i get used to things and the whole breastfeeding starts to go alright. anyway, i really don't know what to say....i have the most beautiful baby! i have lots more pics to put up so keep a look out!

almost there!

so tomorrow is my due date! i HOPE and PRAY that i go into labor tonight or tomorrow! i don't want to be induced! i really want the baby out. i know i know, about the last 10 posts have been me complaining about how uncomfortable i am and how i want the baby out.....but i think every pregnant person knows what i'm talking about. and if you haven't been pregnant, you will so know what i'm talking about when you do.

so i'm kinda scared for labor. for one, i really don't know what the first signs of prelabor are. i mean, i've read about it, and the doc has explained it a little, but i've never felt it, so how and i supposed to know? i think i might figure it out though when i have the worst pain ever that i've never felt before. another thing i'm scared of is that i'll get too exausted during labor and i'll have to have a c-section. eh it would spare me from the birthing pain, but i don't want to deal with the huge cut in my gut! i also am kinda scared for the epidural. i am so getting it, but i'm scared. i HATE needles. esp since being pregnant. dah! i hate when they stab me and then have to move the needle around because they missed the vein. ah, major pain! and i know they are going to give me iv's and stuff....dah.....but the needle pain will be the LEAST of my problems.

well thats about all my worries for now. i don't really have anything else on my mind. birthing takes up all of my thoughts, esp since i'm due tomorrow. well, that and christmas! i know i know its not even thanksgiving yet, but everyones asking for my wish list and to be honest, i don't have one. i never do. whenever my b-day or christmas rolls around i can never think of anything. i always say giftcards, because then when i decided on what i want, i can get it! i can never make up my mind though! heres one example.....so spencer and i decided on a name for our little girl, then we kinda tossed ideas around and i really liked this one way of spelling it. he liked it too so we shook on it......now......i like the regular way of spelling it! i know i'm weird!

well i've done enough typing for now. hopefully my next post will have pics of my first born child!

forever pregnant.

it seems like its NEVER going to end! well guess what everyone, we went to the doc again today! same old sitting there and taking the non stress test, which took longer then normal because my little stubborn girl didn't want to have her heart listened to and would move away from the monitor. anyway, thats about all we did, sit and listen the the heartbeat. he checked my legs and feet, which are swelling still but not as bad. we go back on thursday to see him at 10:15 and he said that if nothing is happening by the weekend then i'll HAVE to be induced and we'll be parents prob on monday! lol. but they say its better to go into labor naturally, because its slower and you are prepared (somewhat). with induction, you're kinda thrown into the pain.... i hope she come naturally! naturally and SOON!!!!! i am SOOOOOOOOOO uncomfortable! my back hurts about a bazillion times more then it did a couple weeks ago. my feet hurt and i don't get any sleep because i'm getting up about every hour to pee. i get really bad stomach cramps (maybe there contractions......who knows, i've neer felt what there like before!) i want to be done! but i don't want to birth her, someone knock me out and take her outta me, SOMETHING! but do it pain free!