ready! (random thoughts)

i'm so ready to be done. my back hurts way too much and i hate that my feet bloat if i stand or walk to long, and because of the bloating i'm on bed rest. but now that i think about it....i can maybe stand being prego for a little bit longer. i don't want to go through the birthing process. and i'm kinda scared to be a mommy! so i guess what i mean is.....i'm ready to have the baby, but not ready to be a mommy.

so ANYWAY, i have a little less then 2 weeks left until my due date, but i'm full term and could go into labor any time. kinda scary that my water could break at any time, anywhere, infront of anyone. but its kinda good that i'm on house arrest and can't leave. our next appointment is on halloween! scary! lol. too bad i can't go trick or treating! stupid STUPID bed rest! i would so go get candy!

so my parents just had their 25 wedding anniversary dinner. it was way fun. lots of people came and the food was very good. lots of family came to town and it was so much fun to have them here. the house was SO cramped when everyone came over and it wasn't even the whole rodeback family, but i've kinda missed that. back in the day the rodebacks would always get together at grandma and grandpas for either christmas or thanksgiving. LOTS of people in one house. over 50 people cramed in the family room to open gifts and to have grandpa throw peanut m&m's to all the grandkids. kinda random but so much fun. but now everyones getting older, and grandkids are getting married, people can't make it, and so on, but i think one year we will all be able to make it. but anyway, i love my fam and can't wait to get together again
sometime!

well i hope this baby comes soon and i hope you like mt random thoughts!